Lost Letters

Smudged ink on a sunday night,

Heart warming at the sight,

Lost letters to consume,

A million memories bloom,

Emitting silent whispers,

Remember me, please dont forget,

The smell of you still lingers,

Don't leave me, not yet,

Worn our yellow pad paper,

There is no more later,

Only now and then,

Time to pick up that pen,

Write away like the lost days,

Sentiments you cannot throw away,

Lost letters hidden deep under,

More precious than any treasure,

Smudged ink always looked great...

Little Rant:

This was completely random. Unplanned. I wanted to take a Pandora Resort sneak peek photo just to give people waiting for the winter opening a little eye teaser. I thought this was a great shot. I fiddled with the shadows through my Angel's help and managed to pull off this awesome shot that also inspired me to write the poem. I think it really fits a lot, I can't describe how touching these type of photos are to me. Books, letters or anything to do with paper easily connects with me. Even snow globes, music boxes and other pretty items! To talk about the few items on the picture, this is Lokhe's design and the chair is from Trompe Loeil, the lovely plants from Artisan Fantasy, the suitcase from Kalopsia (Their packaging) and finally the heartfelt knotted letters from Fancy Decor.

Solitude Explosion

Explosion within solitude,

Fighting this inner fued,

Dwelling must halt,

It's not your fault,

Absolute epiphany,

It was your destiny,

Fates can be cruel,

Heart the ultimate rule,

Denial swirling within,

You knew you'd never win,

Sttuborn feelings reign,

There's nothing more to gain,

Screaming demons so loud,

Pulling her out of that cloud,

Eyes still shut tight,

Holding on with all her might,

Forever no regrets,

Till her solitude she accepts...

Little Rant:

I love the hair that is from Uber Nov 2016 round by Besom, the best ever beanie hair for me, it is called Star, just perfect. Half my necklace shown is by Empyrean Forge found at Tannenbaum 2016. The necklace is really great but for this shot I couldn't show it off properly. Of course, I really adore Kunst's Slim Cigarette Holder, it is the only cigarette that lasted long with me! I took this picture at Winter Trace, I have been hanging around here the past few days. Honestly I am just enjoying the windlight they have set up, the water is all Ice and reflection effect that tickles my senses and gives me some silent peace from just lazing around. I know I didn't do the sim justice here with this picture but this was more a personal touch for me. I have no idea what windlight this is though...

Outburst

Losing myself in my own outburst,

I know losing you was the worst,

Be still this aching in my chest,

Our souls unhappy and distressed,

Time is supposed to heal,

Time also changes the way we feel,

Eyes closed is easier way to go,

Taking action very slow,

What matters in end to me,

Is for you to feel free,

Be yourself in happiness,

Despite the broken promises,

Maybe forgive me one day,

For pushing you away,

Killing your worth,

Crushing with countless hurt,

With myself I will cope,

Your memories giving me hope,

Ghost of the past shelter me,

Shield me from anymore outburst,

For once you will come first...

Little Rant:

So, I really love 8f8's item for the November Deco(c)rate box. I wanted to give it more justice and let it be seen more but in the end I settled for a more close up that fits well to this poem I wrote initially. It was not easy to find this angle, it took me at least 3 hours, or maybe more. I also like the dress I am wearing, it is from Amitomo, a new gatcha at this current November Kustom9 round. I'd prefer if it was sized to Maitreya but it fits okay for me on medium size. Of course, I had to have Nantra's ghost in the picture with me, this pose series called the Illuminati gives me the shivers but most of my emotional pictures were done with these ghost. You know when you feel alone at times, you just want to give yourself a little comfort in believing you aren't REALLY alone. Anyone who wants to steal pictures with 8f8's built is welcomed to come visit Pandora Resort, you will just need to find it. :p